ACFIP
Newsletter
Issue 22 - September 2009
Quarterly Newsletter of the Australian Centre for Inner Peace
Michael Dawson
PO Box 125, Point Lookout
North Stradbroke Island,
Queensland 4183,
Australia
Email: mdawson@acfip.org
Web site: http://www.acfip.org
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CONTENTS:
* Self Worth and Sinlessness
* The Placebo Effect
* Workshops
* Books and Audio Materials for Sale
* Links
* Inspirational Quotations
If you wish to read previous issues please go to
http://www.acfip.org/newsletterarchive.html.
If your email address ends with .au I put your address on my Australian
list for advance notice of workshops I am giving in Australia. If you
do not want to be on this list please let me know. If you reside in
Australia and want to be on this list, but you address does not end in
.au, please email me and I will include it.
If you are new to the Course you might find my summaries of help.
You can find them at http://www.acfip.org/sum.html and
http://www.acfip.org/art4.html
Regards
Michael Dawson
http://www.acfip.org
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Self-worth and Sinlessness
Many of us have been told, early in our lives, to make something of
ourselves. We may be encouraged to perform well at school, academically
or in the area of sports. Parents and friends are proud of us when we
do well, especially if we excel in our studies and pursuits.
As we grow older this process continues. Now it moves to the area of
our workplace. We are often encouraged to be ambitious and do well, and
rise in our jobs. There is an implication in all of this that we are
not perfect to start with. Otherwise, why should we try to improve what
is already perfect?
This world evaluates us by how we look, how we perform, what our bodies
and personalities can achieve. But what if our true reality is not the
body or the personality? What if our true reality is actually perfect?
What if the world has focused entirely on the wrong area and forgotten
the spiritual reality of our existence?
If we are made in the image of God, and God is a perfect, eternal,
formless spirit, then we too must share in those same attributes. A
creator can only create like itself. Can we improve on what God has
created?
Salvation requires the acceptance of but one thought - you are as God
created you, not what you made of yourself. Whatever evil you may think
you did, you are as God created you. Whatever mistakes you made, the
truth about you is unchanged. Creation is eternal and unalterable. Your
sinlessness is guaranteed by God. You are and will forever be exactly
as you were created. Light and joy and peace abide in you because God
put them there.
A Course in Miracles Lesson 93
If we are eternally perfect there is no need to seek improvement. To do
that is simply arrogance of the ego, which always thinks it knows
better.
Escape today the chains you place upon your mind when you perceive
salvation here. For what you value you make part of you as you perceive
yourself. All things you seek to make your value greater in your sight
limit you further, hide your worth from you, and add another bar across
the door that leads to true awareness of your Self.
A Course in Miracles Lesson 128
This statement is so very different from what we've heard from the
world. The Course asks us not to improve ourselves, otherwise it will
get in the way of discovering who we really are. Attempts to make
ourselves better will actually increase the delay before we truly
realise who we are. So if we are perfect there is no need to seek
improvement. The only thing we could seek to improve is our ego.
Every ego can be modified and people are very interested in improving
their egos. One only has to walk through our bookshops, focusing on the
New-Age section and self development, and there will be a host of them
offering to improve your ego - to make it more powerful, less fearful,
more efficient, to be loved more, to succeed, to achieve power - the
titles go on and on. Meanwhile the acceptance of our spiritual reality
is waiting to be welcomed. While we seek to 'improve' our egos it must
wait, until we see the falsity of our approach.
As children grow up they need to learn how to fit into this world,
their egos have to be developed otherwise they would simply be
autistic, and live in their own self-created world. At the beginning of
our lives, it is normal and natural for the ego to develop so children
can fit into society, leave home, go to work, make a living, etc. For
those who have found they are unable to do this, a case can certainly
be made for the need to develop the ego. If you find you have a great
fear just trying to leave your house in the morning, then it is obvious
that you need help to strengthen your ability to function in daily
life. However, if you can go about your daily life in a reasonably
competent way, then the ego is sufficient.
In time we may come to tire of the material values of this world. We
may start start to challenge the value of ambition, trying to get to
the top of our jobs, and we might start to explore spiritual values.
But further traps await us here. We may wish to look good in the eyes
of others, by doing 'good works', becoming teachers, healers, write
books, start centres, etc. There is nothing wrong with these things in
themselves; rather, we need to look at the motive behind why we want to
do these things. Do we see these activities as our particular paths of
forgiveness, and therefore not special in any way, or has our ego
become more subtle in its desire for recognition and praise. Have we
simply moved from having a materialistic ego to a ‘spiritual’ ego?
Your worth is not established by teaching or learning. Your worth is
established by God. As long as you dispute this everything you do will
be fearful, particularly any situation that lends itself to the belief
in superiority and inferiority.
A Course in Miracles T-4.I.7.
The Course does not ask us to perform good works, to go out and heal or
teach or help the poor, unless we are guided by the Holy Spirit that
these are to be our classrooms of forgiveness. The Course gives no
guidance on behaviour. Instead, it asks us why we are doing it. Purpose
is everything. Our only purpose is to wake up from the dream of
separation from God. The earth is our classroom of forgiveness, nothing
more.
The course continues:
........ Again, nothing you do or think or wish or make is
necessary to establish your worth. This point is not debatable except
in delusions. Your ego is never at stake because God did not create it.
Your spirit is never at stake because He did.
A Course in Miracles T-4.I.7.
In the Text of the Course there is a section entitled “I Need do
Nothing.” In this powerful section we are told to lay the importance of
our ego aside, and thus create a space in our mind that the Holy Spirit
can enter. Here He would guide us and quickly wake us up to our
spiritual reality. Doing nothing is not to be inactive and lazy but to
do things with Spirit as our guide and not the ego.
The work that we are guided to do may indeed be looked upon by the
world as those of good works, but we see them simply as classrooms of
forgiveness. The Course reminds us:
You are as God created you. All else but this one thing is folly to
believe. In this one thought is everyone set free. In this one truth
are all illusions gone. In this one fact is sinlessness proclaimed to
be forever part of everything, the central core of its existence and
its guarantee of immortality. You are as God created you. All else but
this one thing is folly to believe. In this one thought is everyone set
free. In this one truth are all illusions gone. In this one fact is
sinlessness proclaimed to be forever part of everything, the central
core of its existence and its guarantee of immortality.
A Course in Miracles Lesson 194
The implication of this passage is that the ego does not exist. This is
the thought form that most of us have identified with all of our lives
and and this is the thought that is asking to improve itself. The ego
exists in a dream world, and so we can be deluded into trying to
improve our dream. But the Course reminds us that we can leave the
dream, as we are already perfect. There is nothing we have to do to
improve ourselves because we are still as God created us.
Your sinlessness is guaranteed by God. Over and over this must be
repeated, until it is accepted. It is true. Your sinlessness is
guaranteed by God. Nothing can touch it, or change what God created as
eternal. The self you made, evil and full of sin, is meaningless. Your
sinlessness is guaranteed by God, and light and joy and peace abide in
you.
A Course in Miracles Lesson 93
So our true identity, and the identity of all living things, cannot be
changed or attacked. No one can take our peace away and nor can the
world give us peace. We are already perfection, waiting to be revealed
and accepted, when we are ready to allow it. While we seek to improve
ourselves, to improve our image in other's eyes, we delay the time of
this acceptance.
Only the ego can be improved, not what God created. So powerful is this
illusion of separation from God, so powerful our belief in the ego and
our desire to remain separate, that we must allow help from outside our
deluded thought system, from outside the illusion we believe we are in.
Jesus states in the Course that if we believe we are a body we are
insane. Thus we all live in an insane asylum that we are not normally
aware of. We ask other people in the asylum, who are as insane as we
are, what we should do to become more happy. There are many there to
tell us.
What we sorely need is help from outside the asylum, from one who is
sane and who could come in and point us in a quite a different
direction. In the Course we have Jesus or the Holy Spirit as our guide
waiting until the end of time to wake us up from the dream so we may
remember that we are still as God created us.
If you are willing to renounce the role of guardian of your thought
system and open it to me, I will correct it very gently and lead you
back to God.
A Course in Miracles T4.I.4:7
We have readily available help to wake up from the dream of separation
and restore our spiritual reality back into our awareness. Just think
of the time this would now save us as we give up our own deluded
efforts to find peace.
What a relief to finally stop worrying about what other people think of
us. It's not that we do not listen to what they say as their feedback
can be helpful to us. But now we are no longer trying to make something
of ourselves. Now we are allowing ourselves to be guided to the
realisation of who we really are, what God has created.
Deep within you is everything that is perfect,
ready to radiate through you and out into the world.
A Course in Miracles Lesson 41
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The Placebo Effect
from “Love, Medicine and Miracles” by Bernie S Siegul MD.
Mr. Wright, a client of psychologist Bruno Klopfer in 1957, had
far-advanced lymphosarcoma (cancer). All known treatments had become
ineffective. Tumors the size of oranges littered his neck, armpits,
groin, chest, and abdomen. His spleen and liver were enormously
enlarged. The thoracic lymph duct was swollen closed, and one to two
quarts of milky liquid had to be drained from his chest each day. He
had to have oxygen to breathe, and his only medicine now was a sedative
to help him on his way.
Despite his state, Mr. Wright still had hope. He’d heard of a new drug
called Krebiozen, which was to be evaluated at the clinic where he lay.
He didn’t qualify for the program, because the experimenters wanted
subjects with a life expectancy of at least three and preferably six
months. Wright begged so hard, however, that Klopfer decided to give
him one injection on Friday, thinking he would be dead by Monday and
the Krebiozen could be given to someone else. Klopfer was in for a
surprise:
“I had left him febrile, gasping for air, completely bedridden. Now,
here he was, walking around the ward, chatting happily with the nurses,
and spreading his message of good cheer to any who would listen.
Immediately I hastened to see the others. No change, or change for the
worse was noted. Only in Mr.Wright was there brilliant improvement. The
tumor masses had melted like snowballs on a hot stove, and in only
these few days, they were half their original size! This is, of course,
far more rapid regression than most radio-sensitive tumors could
display under heavy X-ray given every day. And we already knew his
tumors were no longer sensitive to irradiation. Also, he had had no
other treatment outside of the single useless “shot.”
This phenomenon demanded an explanation, but not only that, it almost
insisted that we open our minds to learn, rather than try to explain.
So, the injections were given three times weekly as planned, much to
the joy of the patient. . . . Within 10 days he was able to be
discharged from his “deathbed,” practically all signs of his disease
having vanished in this short time. Incredible as it sounds, this
“terminal” patient gasping his last breath through an oxygen mask was
now not only breathing normally, and fully active, he took off in his
own plane and flew at 12.000 feet with no discomfort.”
Within months, conflicting reports began to appear in the news,
all of the testing clinics reporting no results. . . This disturbed Mr.
Wright considerably... He was logical and scientific in his thinking,
and he began to lose faith in his last hope.... After two months of
practically perfect health, he relapsed to his original state and
became very gloomy and miserable.
But Klopfer saw an opportunity to explore what was really going on - to
find out, as he put it, how quacks achieve some of their well
documented cures. (Remember all healing is scientific.) He told Wright
that Krebiozen really was as promising as it had seemed, but that the
early shipments had deteriorated rapidly in the bottles. He told of a
new super refined, double-strength product due to arrive tomorrow.
“The news came as a great revelation to him, and Mr. Wright, ill as he
was, became his optimistic self again, eager to start over. By delaying
a couple of days before the “shipment” arrived, his anticipation of
salvation had reached a tremendous pitch. When I announced that the new
series of injections were about to begin, he was almost ecstatic and
his faith was very strong.
With much fanfare, and putting on quite an act . . . I administered the
first injection of the doubly potent, fresh preparation - consisting of
fresh water and nothing more. The results of this experiment were quite
unbelievable to us at the time, although we must have had some
suspicion of the remotely possible outcome to have even attempted it at
all.
Recovery from the second near-terminal state was even more dramatic
than the first. Tumor masses melted, chest fluid vanished, he became
ambulatory, and even went back to flying again. At this time he was
certainly the picture of health. The water injections were continued,
since they worked such wonders. He then remained symptom-free for over
two months. At this time the final AMA announcement appeared in the
press - “Nationwide tests show Krebiozen to be a worthless drug in
treatment of cancer.”
Within a few days of this report Mr. Wright was readmitted to the
hospital in extremis; his faith was now gone, his last hope vanished,
and he succumbed in less than two days.
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The acceptance of sickness as a decision of the mind, for a purpose for
which it would use the body, is the basis of healing. And this is so
for healing in all forms. A patient decides that this is so, and he
recovers. If he decides against recovery, he will not be healed. Who is
the physician? Only the mind of the patient himself. The outcome is
what he decides that it is. Special agents (e.g. pills, surgery,
therapy) seem to be ministering to him, yet they but give form to his
own choice. He chooses them in order to bring tangible form to his
desires. And it is this they do, and nothing else. They are not
actually needed at all. The patient could merely rise up without their
aid and say, "I have no use for this." There is no form of sickness
that would not be cured at once.
A Course in Miracles M-5.II.2.
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PLEASE NOTE: The Australian Centre for Inner Peace is not a counselling
or psychotherapy centre; therefore we do not offer telephone or email
service or counselling, therapy, or crisis intervention for personal
problems. Please see the Contacts section at the end of this newsletter.
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Forthcoming Workshops on A Course in
Miracles
in Australia and Germany
2009 and 2010
For up to date information on my workshops go to
http://www.acfip.org/fws.html
Australia 2009 Dates
Clare, SA - Sat 10 and Sun 11, October 2009
and December 12th and 13th
(2hrs drive north of Adelaide)
HEALING OURSELVES and OTHERS
from the perspective of A Course in Miracles
The October workshop is now full and will be repeated on December 12th
and 13th
Health Is Inner Peace....Health is the result of relinquishing all
attempts to use the body lovelessly.
A Course in Miracles
Using the spiritual path of A Course in Miracles we will explore what
true healing is - the return to our awareness of our spiritual
identity. Identification with our body as our home is the origin of all
our physical and psychological suffering.
The basis of this workshop is that the cause of all disease lies in the
mind and not the body. Disease is a shadow on the body, of the guilt in
our minds.
During the workshop we will focus on undoing the blocks we have built
to the presence of God's love and joy within us through the
understanding and practising of forgiveness.Only this love heals.
We will investigate what the Course means by healing ourselves and
others and contrast the differences between the healed and the unhealed
healer. Practical exercises will be used to help understand the ego and
to practice forgiveness and turning within for guidance.
An overview of the Course's metaphysical, psychological and spiritual
teachings especially in regard to healing of the mind, body and
relationships will be covered.
No previous knowledge of the book A Course in Miracles is required.
VENUE:
Clare
SA 5453
(2hrs drive north of Adelaide)
TIME:
Sat - 9.30 TO 5.30
Su - 9.30 TO 4.30
BOOKINGS:
Edeltraud Ennich
PO Box 614
Clare, SA 5453
Tel: 08 8842 3114
COST
Deposit: $60 to cover basic costs ($30 non-refundable)
plus a donation for the workshop.
Lunches provided.
Cheques or postal monies made out to Edeltraud Ennich
Hillier, SA - Sat 17 and Sun 18, October 2009
(40 minutes drive from the centre of Adelaide, close to Gawler)
A FULL HEART AND AN EMPTY MIND
from the perspective of A Course in Miracles
Let me not think that I can find the way to God, if I have hatred in my
heart.
Let me not try to hurt God's Son, and think that I can know his Father
or my Self.
A Course in Miracles Lesson 246
There is no path to truth, it must come to you. Truth can come to you
only when your mind and heart are simple,
clear, and there is love in your heart; not if your heart is filled
with the things of the mind.
J Krishnamurti
The deepest but forgotten truth about ourselves is that we are one with
the love and mind of God.
To let this memory return to our awareness we need to question
everything we think is true, to realise we know nothing about how to
awaken to peace and joy, and learn to extend kindness and goodwill to
others. Insight of the mind must be balanced with compassion of the
heart.
This workshop will explore how we can awaken to our spiritual reality
through the healing power of insight, kindness, awareness and
forgiveness.
No previous knowledge of A Course in Miracles is required.
VENUE:
"Riverdell"
Clifford Road
Hillier
South Australia
(40 minutes drive from the centre of Adelaide)
TIME:
Sat and Sun - 9.30 TO 5.00
COST:
Booking Fee - $30 (non refundable)
Workshop - By Donation
Some accommodation on site - $40
Bring food to share for lunch both days
For Details Contact:
Pamela St Claire
(08) 8322 0444
email: pstclaire@chariot.net.au
People should send their Booking Fee to:
Pamela St Claire
36 The Causeway
O'Halloran Hill SA 5158
and include a cheque made payable to P. St Claire
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Germany 2010 Dates
For up to date information on my workshops go to
http://www.acfip.org/fws.html
Bonn
June 5/6 2010
9.30am to 5.30pm
HEALING OURSELVES and OTHERS
from the perspective of A Course in Miracles
Health Is Inner Peace....Health is the result of relinquishing all
attempts to use the body lovelessly.
A Course in Miracles
Using the spiritual path of A Course in Miracles we will explore what
true healing is - the return to our awareness of our spiritual
identity. Identification with our body as our home is the origin of all
our physical and psychological suffering.
The basis of this workshop is that the cause of all disease lies in the
mind and not the body. Disease is a shadow on the body, of the guilt in
our minds.
During the workshop we will focus on undoing the blocks we have built
to the presence of God's love and joy within us through the
understanding and practising of forgiveness.Only this love heals.
We will investigate what the Course means by healing ourselves and
others and contrast the differences between the healed and the unhealed
healer. Practical exercises will be used to help understand the ego and
to practice forgiveness and turning within for guidance.
An overview of the Course's metaphysical, psychological and spiritual
teachings especially in regard to healing will be covered.
No previous knowledge of the book A Course in Miracles is required.
An Evening Introductory Talk - Fri June 4
7.30pm to 9.30pm
Contact:
Albert-Schweitzer-Haus
Beethovenallee 16
Bonn 53173
tel: 0228 - 36 47 37
http://www.albert-schweitzer-haus-bonn.de
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Freiburg
June 12/13 2010
HEALING OURSELVES and OTHERS
from the perspective of A Course in Miracles
Health Is Inner Peace....Health is the result of relinquishing all
attempts to use the body lovelessly.
A Course in Miracles
Using the spiritual path of A Course in Miracles we will explore what
true healing is - the return to our awareness of our spiritual
identity. Identification with our body as our home is the origin of all
our physical and psychological suffering.
The basis of this workshop is that the cause of all disease lies in the
mind and not the body. Disease is a shadow on the body, of the guilt in
our minds.
During the workshop we will focus on undoing the blocks we have built
to the presence of God's love and joy within us through the
understanding and practising of forgiveness.Only this love heals.
We will investigate what the Course means by healing ourselves and
others and contrast the differences between the healed and the unhealed
healer. Practical exercises will be used to help understand the ego and
to practice forgiveness and turning within for guidance.
An overview of the Course's metaphysical, psychological and spiritual
teachings especially in regard to healing will be covered.
No previous knowledge of the book A Course in Miracles is required.
An Evening Introductory Talk - Fri June 11
Contact:
Margarete Sennekamp
Winterhaldenweg 4,
79856 Hinterzarten,
Tel./Fax: 07652-917530
email: M.Sennekamp@t-online.de
Tel/Fax : 0761-73930
www.Sophia-Institut.de
Biography
Michael discovered A Course in Miracles whilst visiting the Findhorn
Foundation in 1982. He subsequently became a member of the Foundation
for about six years and involved himself with healing and teaching. In
1994 he published Healing the Cause - A Path of Forgiveness which
serves as an introduction to the Course. His second book, The Findhorn
Book of Forgiveness (Findhorn Press) uses exercises, stories and case
histories to guide the reader to inner peace through forgiveness.
Michael now lives in Australia and gives workshops on the Course
world-wide.
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BOOKS AND AUDIO MATERIALS FOR SALE - by Michael Dawson
Books:
Healing the Cause - A Path of Forgiveness. Findhorn Press 1994
Also available in German, Romanian, French, Dutch, Spanish and
Portuguese.
The Findhorn Book of Forgiveness. Findhorn Press. 2003
Also available in German, Polish and Romanian.
For more details and how to purchase please visit:
http://www.acfip.org/books_tapes.html
Audio Tapes and CDs - Healing the Cause:
Since 1986 I have been conducting healing workshops in the UK and
abroad, and have continually experimented to find healing and
forgiveness exercises that are effective. I have found that a
particular exercise can be effective for one person but not another.
Accordingly, I was led to develop a series of exercises. Over the years
workshop participants asked if these exercises could be put onto audio
cassettes and CDs so they could repeat them. This has resulted in the
Healing the Cause - Exercise series - Tapes 1 to 4 (2 exercises on each
tape) and CD1 and 2 (4 exercises on each CD)
CD - 3 Healing Exercises in English with German translation. 10 Euro
Content:
Ex1. Forgiving Ourselves.
Ex2. Changing Perception and Finding peace.
Ex3. Changing Perception of another - exercise for two people.
These exercises are similar to existing exercises already available on
CDs but are translated into German.
Two New CDs
1. Three Steps of Forgiveness.
This workshop concentrates on the process of forgiveness from the
perspective of A Course in Miracles. Includes 3 healing exercises.
Recorded at the Annual Miracle Network Conference in London,
November 2001. 1 hour 12 mins. One CD
2. Finding and Eliminating the Blocks to Receiving Guidance.
This talk investigates what stops us hearing the guidance that is ever
present in our lives. Recorded at the Annual Miracle Network Conference
in London, October 20001 hour. One CD
For more details and how to purchase please visit:
http://www.acfip.org/audio.html
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CONTACTS
Foundation for A Course In Miracles
41397 Buecking Drive, Temecula, CA 92590
Tel: 909 296 6261 Fax: 909296 9117
Books, videos, CDs and audio tapes by Kenneth and Gloria Wapnick are
available from their web site http://www.facim.org
Question and Answer Service:
Their electronic outreach section has a question and answer service
http://www.facimoutreach.org/ on the theory and practice of the Course.
Their database of 1,400 questions and answers is searchable. They no
longer take new questions as they feel all possible questions have now
been put.
Their publications can also be ordered in Australia at:
Adyar Bookshop
230 Clarence Street
Sydney, NSW 2000
Foundation for Inner Peace - the publishers of A Course in Miracles
http://www.acim.org/
ACIM study groups:
Go to The Miracle Distribution Center http://www.miraclecenter.org/ for
the largest and most frequently updated list of A Course in Miracles
study groups available anywhere.
Miracles Studies Australia
http://www.miracle-studies.net.au lists study groups for
Australia and new Zealand
A Course In Miracles Pen Pals:
The Miracle Network http://www.miracles.org.uk hosts a A Course in
Miracles pen pals group:
To join this e-mail discussion group, send your e-mail
address to e.pals@miracles.org.uk.
They will send you updated lists of other e.pals and inform
them of your e-mail address.
A Course In Miracles Chat Groups:
The aim of this board is to provide a place for people to chat about
ACIM.
Any related discussions are more than welcome and I believe helpful! -
moderated by Glyn Milhench
http://glynbo.proboards84.com/index.cgi?board=acim
Belief.net ACIM discussion:
This Belief.net web-based discussion is hosted by Joe Jesseph.
http://community.beliefnet.com/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=151
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INSPIRATIONAL QUOTATIONS
About three or four times a week I send a short quotation from some
spiritual teacher or poet to people who have requested some uplifting
thoughts. I have included some below. If you wish I can add your name
to the email list.
How long, O Son of God, will you maintain the game of sin? Shall we not
put away these sharp-edged children's toys? How soon will you be ready
to come home? Perhaps today? There is no sin. Creation is unchanged.
Would you still hold return to Heaven back? How long, O holy Son of
God, how long?
A Course in Miracles Lesson 250
Do understand that you are destined for enlightenment.
Co-operate with your destiny, don't go against it, don't thwart it.
Allow it to fulfil itself.
All you have to do is to give attention to the obstacles created by the
foolish mind.
Nisargadatta Maharaj
When you listen to the voice in your head, that
is to say, do not judge. You'll soon realize: there
is the voice, and here I am listening to it, watching
it. This I am realization, this sense of your own
presence, is not a thought. It arises from beyond
the mind.
Eckhart Tolle
The Power of Now
Gamble everything for love,
if you're a true human being.
If not, leave
this gathering.
Half-heartedness doesn't reach
into majesty. You set out
to find God, but then you keep
stopping for long periods
at mean spirited roadhouses.
Rumi
One is more likely to awaken through surrender than through seeking to
waken. The effort to awaken is the effort of ego, whereas to surrender
is to give up all efforts and to place oneself in the hands of a vast
force that is more powerful than any realization of non duality.
When one finally gives up one's futile attempts to make reality conform
to one's own wishes, and allows it to unfold on its own terms, all the
energy that was tied up in foolish attempts to manipulate the universe
is freed up.
Mariana Caplan
Halfway Up the Mountain - The Error of Premature Claims to Enlightenment