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ACFIP
Newsletter
Issue 1 - June 2004
Quarterly Newsletter of the Australian Centre for Inner
Peace
Michael Dawson
PO Box 125, Point Lookout
North Stradbroke Island,
Queensland 4183,
Australia
Web site: http://www.acfip.org
CONTENTS:
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NEWS
Welcome to the first issue of the Australian Centre for Inner
Peace Newsletter.
At the end of April Elinor and I left our home in Findhorn,
Scotland and emigrated
to North Stradbroke Island, off the coast of Brisbane,
Australia. We flew west so
we could visit Ken and Gloria Wapnicks Foundation For A
Course In Miracles,
at Temecula, California (www.facim.org).
Since our arrival in Australia we have been busy dealing with
all the administration
and legalities of being in a new country and the refurbishment
of the house we are
living in at Point Lookout. The house has an open plan first
floor which will allow
for small workshops to take place. It will be a few months
before the renovations
are complete. Future talks, workshops and healer training
modules will be announced
in this newsletter and on the web site.
To see some views of where we live please visit my new web site
at http://www.acfip.org
and click on the Healing Training link at the top of the page
and then the Information
link on the bottom of the page.
We are fortunate to be surrounded by beautiful scenery with
warm, sunny weather and
abundant wildlife. Point Lookout is famous as a place to see
humpback whales at close
quarters during the months of May to October.
Each of these newsletters will contain news of the centre, an
article on some aspect
of A Course in Miracles and a section on healing (which
will often feature
a story about how forgiveness brings about healing). Other items
will include information
about my talks and workshops at Point Lookout and elsewhere in
the world and details
of my books and audio materials for sale. If you are new to the
Course you might
find my summary of help. You can find it at http://www.acfip.org/sum.html
If you would like to see additional content in this newsletter
please write and let
me know.
Michael Dawson
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ARTICLE
Dedicating
Your Day to Peace
"Would You Rather be Right or Happy?" T29.VII.1:9
The purpose of A Course in Miracles is to teach us how to
be at peace no matter
what is happening around us. It also teaches us that this is the
last thing we want.
One look at the state of our lives and the world will bear this
out.
Why would we not want peace? There must be something we are very
afraid of here -
and there is. It will cost us everything we cherish. Our
individuality, our specialness,
our need to be right, the seeming control over our lives or, in
a word, our ego.
The Course defines the "ego" as the thought of separation, our
desire to
separate from God and do our own thing. The egos song is "I did
it my way".
The ego believes it knows everything needed to find happiness in
the world and does
not require any inner guidance thankyou. Jesus points out that
we could progress
quickly on the path to peace and happiness by listening to the
ever-present help
of the Holy Spirit, but we find the idea personally insulting
(M-9.2:4). It implies
that all our hard-won knowledge and experience in life counts
for nothing when it
comes to finding real joy. He goes further and states that if we
believe we are bodies
then we are insane. And how can the insane possible know how to
find peace? They
obviously need help from outside their deluded thought system.
We are all psychotic
to Jesus and all need his help to extricate ourselves from the
pain and loneliness
we are in.
I remember a period in my own life when I felt little trust in
anyone, thought everything
was up to me to do and arranged my life so that I was
self-sufficient. I bought a
campervan so that I always had a home and the ability to go
where I liked. Now I
needed help from no-one. My illusion of self-sufficiency was
soon shattered, however,
when the campervan developed an illusive starter motor fault.
The only way I could
start the van was to get a push. This meant asking for help, and
not just from one
person but two as the van was too heavy to be moved by one
person. I found this embarrassing
to do and quickly took the van to the garage for repair. Each
time I did this they
could find nothing wrong. Nonetheless the van still managed to
break down on a regular
basis, forcing me to ask for help. Looking back I see what a
good lesson that was
for me and I gradually learned a little about asking for help.
The only way we can return to peace is to willingly give up the
ego through the practice
of forgiveness and turning within for help. But the ego is our
creation, an idea
the sleeping Son of God once thought was a very good idea (and
still does). However,
as the Course points out, our "tolerance for pain may be high
but is not without
limit." (T-2.III.3:5). To maintain the seeming separation from
God is very tiring.
To be at home in Heaven but pretend we are in time and space
takes a lot of effort
and we slowly begin to think there must be "another way".
Each day we have a choice to make. We can say, "I want to be
right and happiness
is unimportant," or we can say, "I want to be happy and
peaceful, I dont
need to be right." We should never underestimate our desire to
be right. This
is how the seeming separation from God started. We thought we
knew how we could have
something even better than Heaven. The idea of separate beings
who could play at
being God sounded right. What we have discovered is a loss of
peace and joy, but
we dont want to admit to that, and continue to try to find that
elusive happiness
here in the world. We are right but no longer happy. I will give
a story from my
own experience here that illustrates some of the points raised
here.
One night shortly before going to sleep, Salice (my late wife)
and I had an argument.
My ego told me I had been unfairly treated and I should separate
from her by not
communicating. Salices ego had apparently given her the same
advice, for neither
of us was now talking to the other! I got out of bed and went to
the bathroom. I
saw a pack of Workbook Lesson cards and felt the impulse to take
one. The title of
the Lesson was "I could see peace instead of this." (Lesson 34)
The significance
of the Lesson was not lost on me and simultaneously another line
from the Course
came into my mind: "Do you prefer to be right or happy?"
(T29.VII.1:9)
For a moment I considered my two options and then said to
myself, "Id rather
be right" and put the Lesson card down again. Feeling miserable
but justified
in my pain, I returned silently to bed and fell asleep.
In the morning I woke up still feeling separated from Salice, as
she did from me.
I returned to the bathroom and remembered picking up the Lesson
card from the night
before. Out of curiosity I read the title again, ëI could see
peace instead of this,
and remembered the choice I had to be right or happy. I became
still for a moment
and this time I chose to be happy. I felt the impulse to share
what was happening
to me with Salice. She was sitting quietly at the table and as I
sat down next to
her I said, ëI want to let you know that Im not handling my side
of this dispute
very well. At this statement Salice began to cry and we began to
share honestly with
each other how we had been feeling.
Through this process we were able to understand each others fear
and found ourselves
quickly moving into a state of mutual openness, care and
affection. In the language
of the Course, we had joined and felt at peace. At these moments
I always wonder
why I choose to be right and not happy. However, I am also aware
that it is taking
me a shorter time to forgive than it has done in the past. What
would upset me for
days may only last a few hours now. I am also aware that some
issues which triggered
pain in me in the past no longer affect me. Progress on the
spiritual path may be
measured by how much of the day is spent listening to the ego
compared to the voice
of the Holy Spirit.
[reprinted from "Healing
the Cause - A Path of Forgiveness"
Findhorn Press. ]
At the start of Chapter 30 in the Text will be found a set of
very practical rules
on how to achieve a peaceful day. Actually, only the first rule
is needed and reminds
you, once again, that you only have a choice of listening to two
counsellors in your
mind - the ego or the Holy Spirit. And only the Holy Spirits
counsel will give you
peace.
Rules for Decision
Rule 1 - Today I will make no decisions by myself.
We are always taking advice, either from the ego or the Holy
Spirit. Here we
are being asked to ask advice from the Holy Spirit.
Rule 2 - If I make no decisions by myself, this is the day
that will be given
me (peaceful).
To help reinforce your learning Jesus uses rule 2 as a
reminder, to be used throughout
the day.
Rule 3 - I have no question. I forgot what to decide.
A major problem to be avoided is setting up your own answers
to a problem which
you then ask the Holy Spirit to choose between. Humility is
required of us here,
a willingness to be open to any answer the Holy Spirit gives us
- not just the ones
we want to hear.
Rule 4 - At least I can decide I do not like what I feel now.
Rules 4 to 7 are ways to return to your goal of a peaceful
day if you have started
listening to the voice of the ego again.
Rule 5 - And so I hope I have been wrong.
Rule 6 - I want another way to look at this.
Rule 7 - Perhaps there is another way to look at this.
What can I lose by asking?
I
want the peace
of God.
To say these words is nothing.
But to mean these words is everything.
If you could but mean them for just an instant,
there would be no further sorrow possible for you in any form;
in any place or time.
Heaven would be completely given back to full awareness,
memory of God entirely restored, the resurrection of all
creation fully recognized.
W-pI.185.1.1:4
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HEALING SECTION
I plan to use this part of the newsletter to illustrate how
forgiveness brings about
healing. The following case history is taken from chapter five
of the The Findhorn
Book of Forgiveness. Findhorn Press 2003. See http://www.acfip.org/fbof.html
"During the early part of a workshop I was giving at the
Findhorn Foundation,
I led the group on a guided inner journey. The object of the
exercise was to try
to connect the workshop participants more closely with their own
inner source of
wisdom.
After a period of relaxation and guided imagery I hoped they
would meet a wise and
loving being with whom they could talk and receive advice.
Towards the end of this
exercise I noticed a young woman in the group who had obviously
terminated this exercise
early. Ill call her Mary, although this is not her real name.
Later that day Mary
complained that her right arm was hurting her. It was found that
by putting her arm
in a sling her pain was relieved. The following day Mary
complained that the vision
in her right eye was getting worse. Eventually that eye required
a patch and a bandage.
I asked Mary what had happened on the guided journey we had done
yesterday. She said
that at the end of the guided journey she did not meet a white
being whom she hoped
for. Instead, a dark figure showed up. This so frightened her
she stopped the exercise.
I told her that dark beings can be equally useful as they can
teach us about our
shadow side, the darker areas in our unconscious. I inquired if
she wanted to repeat
the journey but she declined.
The next day Marys other eye began to suffer. She said if felt
like looking out of
a slit in a window. Although by now we were all getting quite
concerned about her
she was resistant to any offer of healing. During a further
exercise she told me
that an inner voice spoke to her. It said, " Now is the time to
look inside".
When I asked her if she was willing to do this she again refused
help. A few days
later she finally approached me and asked for a private healing
session. I repeated
the exercise I had earlier given the group, the guided journey
to meet a wise being.
At the end of this journey she met two beings, a white one and a
black one. This
time she did not panic but waited to see what would unfold. She
began to relive what
appeared to be an earlier episode in her life. She was looking
for razor blade and,
on finding it, was testing its sharpness on a piece of paper. It
soon became apparent
that she was reliving a previous suicide attempt. That scene
faded and she became
quiet again.
I suggested she ask these beings to show her anything she needed
to let go, to forgive.
She was next shown a scene in a train carriage. It was dark and
crowded with many
people, there were no windows. People were very afraid and
talking about camps. Eventually,
after a long journey, the train stopped and the doors were
opened from outside. They
were forced to leave the carriage. Step by step she recounted a
journey into the
gas chambers. After this experience she became quiet.
Once again we called upon these beings and their help. Was there
anything else that
Mary had to see? This time she was shown a scene during World
War One where she was
a message runner in the trenches. She remembered how much she
had missed her parents
whilst serving in that war, a war in which she died. At the end
of this experience,
the white being returned. It asked Mary if she could look at all
she had re-experienced
and let it go, to forgive it. She told him that she could do
this, that at some deep
level she felt that all that had happened to her were somehow
right. She could not
fully explain this to herself, but that did not seem to matter.
It just felt right
to let it all go. She opened her eyes, smiled, and told me she
could see perfectly
again. Her arm no longer hurt her, she had made a complete
recovery.
It seemed to me that her refusal to look within had been
reflected in her inability
to see properly, perhaps her aching arm reflected her stubborn
refusal to let go
of her pain and be open to healing. On some level, of which she
was unaware, Mary
had eventually decided this was her time of healing. She
realised that the pain she
had been carrying for so long no longer served her, and she was
ready to let it go
and begin a new life."
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PLEASE NOTE: The Australian Centre for Inner Peace is
not a counselling
or psychotherapy centre; therefore, we do not offer telephone
service ot counselling,
therapy, or crisis intervention for personal problems related to
the Course.
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WORKSHOPS, TALKS and TRAININGS
2004 Workshops
New Zealand
RELATIONSHIPS
AS PATH OF
SPIRITUAL GROWTH
- from the perspective of A Course in Miracles
Learning to understand ourselves
by seeing how we relate to others.
A weekend workshop in Wellington, New Zealand
When:
November 2004
Workshop Contact:
Krissy Dussler
15 Haumia Street
Paekakariki
New Zealand
Tel: 04 2927 228 2004
"When you meet anyone, remember it is a holy encounter.
As you see him you will see yourself. As you treat him you
will treat yourself.
As you think of him you will think of yourself. Never forget
this, for in him
you will find yourself or lose yourself." from A
Course in Miracles
A relationship based on truth and awareness is one of the most
powerful tools for
healing and growth. How we relate in the instant we pass someone
in the street, how
we relate to our friends, an employer, family members or our
partners all provides
us with mirrors reflecting our own beliefs about ourselves and
the world.
In our lives we create barriers to the presence of peace and
love within us. We pursue
substitutes of power, money, sex, possessions, status and so on,
which can never
satisfy the yearning within for deeper fulfilment.
In this workshop, using the mirror of relationships, we will
look at what needs to
be healed in ourselves and how, by changing our relationships
based on dependency
to ones based on honesty and forgiveness, we can discover a path
that will return
us to the awareness of loves presence within us. A gentle and
safe space is created
enabling participants to trust and go deep.
This workshop is not specifically for couples. It is designed
for anyone who wishes
to improve how they relate to others in any type of
relationship.
An introduction to the Courses metaphysical, psychological and
spiritual teachings
especially regarding relationships will be covered.
2005 Workshops
GERMANY
BONN - July
2005
To be announced
Contact:
Albert-Schwitzer-House
Beethovenallee 16
53173 Bonn-Bad Godesberg
Germany
Tel: 0228 364737
FREIBURG - July 2005 To be announced
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BOOKS AND AUDIO MATERIALS FOR SALE - by Michael Dawson
Books:
Healing the Cause - A Path of Forgiveness. Findhorn
Press. 1994
The Findhorn Book of Forgiveness. Findhorn Press. 2003
For more details and how to purchase please visit: http://www.acfip.org/books_tapes.html
Audio Tapes and CDs
Since 1986 I have been conducting healing workshops in the
UK and abroad, and
have continually experimented to find healing and forgiveness
exercises that are
effective. I have found that a particular exercise can be
effective for one person
but not another. Accordingly, I was led to develop a series of
exercises. Over the
years workshop participants asked if these exercises could be
put onto audio cassettes
so they could repeat them. This has resulted in the
Healing the Cause - Exercise series - Tapes 1 to 4 and CD1 and
2
For more details and how to purchase please visit: http://www.acfip.org/audio.html
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CONTACTS
Resources
Foundation
for A Course In Miracles
41397
Buecking Drive,
Temecula, CA 92590
Tel: 909 296 6261 Fax: 909296 9117
Books, videos, CDs and audio tapes by Kenneth and Gloria Wapnick
are available from
their web site http://www.facim.org
Their electronic outreach section has a question and answer
service on the theory
and practice of the Course.
Their publications can also be ordered in Australia at:
Adyar
Bookshop
230 Clarence Street
Sydney, NSW 2000
Foundation
for Inner Peace - the
publishers of A Course in Miracles
http://www.acim.org/
ACIM study groups.
Go to The
Miracle Distribution Center
http://www.miraclecenter.org/ for the largest and most
frequently updated list of
A Course in Miracles study groups available anywhere.
Miracles
Studies Australia
http://www.miraclestudies.webcentral.com.au/
lists study groups for Australia and new Zealand