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Quarterly Newsletter of
the Australian Centre
for Inner Peace
Michael Dawson
PO Box 125, Point Lookout
North Stradbroke Island,
Queensland 4183,
Australia
Email: mdawson@acfip.org
Web site: http://www.acfip.org
FAX: 61- (0)7 3415 3267
CONTENTS:
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NEWS
Welcome to the third issue of the Australian Centre for Inner
Peace Newsletter.
If you wish to read previous issues please go to http://www.acfip.org/newsletterarchive.html
At present, all the workshops I am giving come from personal
invitations. I have
no dates of when I might be teaching at my new home as it can
take some time after
arriving in a new country before people find out what is being
offered.
Each of these newsletters will contain an article on some aspect
of A Course in
Miracles and a section on healing {which will often
feature a story about how
forgiveness brings about healing). Other items will include
information about my
talks and workshops at Point Lookout and elsewhere in the world
and details of my
books and audio materials for sale. If you are new to the Course
you might find my
summary of help. You can find it at www.acfip.org/sum.html
Michael Dawson
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ARTICLE
Opening to the Light
Why wait for Heaven? Those who seek the light are merely
covering their eyes.
The light is in them now. Enlightenment is but a recognition,
not a change at all.
from A Course in Miracles W-pI.188.1:1-4
The light, love and joy of God are ever present and wait
only our acceptance.
We need not earn them as they were freely given at our creation.
Nor is sacrifice
or suffering required. So why do we rarely experience the light?
Within the illusion of time we long ago decided separation was
preferable to oneness.
We entered space and time seeking happiness outside ourselves.
That we have not succeeded
is obvious - one look at the world clearly shows this. However,
we are still optimistic
and carry on searching for that elusive peace and joy. At times
we find it only to
see it slip away from our grasp. Our ego encourages us to keep
trying not mentioning
its real goal is to ensure we never succeed.
I have said that the ego's rule is, "Seek and do not find."
Translated
into curricular terms this means, "Try to learn but do not
succeed."
T-12.V.7:1-2
The ego is the thought of separation that we, the sleeping
Christ, have created.
It lives as long as we give it power and we will continue to do
this while we think
it serves us. It wants to continue and thus seeks ways to keep
us believing it's
worth keeping. As we begin to slowly realise that following the
ego's thought system
of separation brings only pain we start to turn to the Holy
Spirit in our mind for
help. We start to open to the light.
Tolerance for pain may be high, but it is not without limit.
Eventually everyone
begins to recognize, however dimly, that there must be
a better way. As this
recognition becomes more firmly established, it becomes a
turning point. T-2.III.3:5-7
OBSTACLES TO THE LIGHT
The ego becomes alarmed at the direction we are starting to take
and counsels us
to return to him. He warns us that the Holy Spirit works for God
and don't we remember
we broke up Heaven, took God's power and set ourselves up in
time and space where
we hope God will not find us and exact his just revenge!
I have watched participants on workshops having some form of
experience that brings
them closer to God's love and light and then a short time after
they experience some
fear, depression or sickness.
As the light comes nearer you will rush to darkness,
shrinking from the truth,
sometimes retreating to the lesser forms of fear, and
sometimes to stark terror.
But you will advance, because your goal is the advance from
fear to truth. T-18.III.2:1-2
On the one hand we are starting to tire of the ego's ways of
attack, judgement, justified
anger and victimhood but are terrified of losing our sense of
identity, specialness
and individuality. We are strongly attached to thinking we are a
body with important
roles and ambitions in the world. The notion of spiritually
advancing and finally
sitting on the right hand of God is very appealing. But notice
something about this
picture. You are still there! Duality has crept into the oneness
of Heaven. This
is the ego's version of spiritual growth - you take him with you
to God.
In the fifth stage of the "Development of Trust" in the
Manual for Teachers
Jesus tells us we will all go through a "Period of Unsettling".
Although
we are close to the top of the ladder of trust, the Real World,
we may remain a "long,
long time" at this penultimate stage. Why? We need to willingly
release the
sense of "I", of a "me" before we can return home.
Peace and joy exist only in the state of oneness or union with
God. To know this
means releasing our investment in the ego's thought system of
separation. Our dilemma
is illustrated in the following story.
A man is swinging on a trapeze. He knows this trapeze well but
is starting to tire
of it. He is not happy where he is and knows he must change
something. Suddenly he
sees an empty trapeze swinging backwards and forwards in front
of him. On closer
inspection he sees his name written on the bar. He knows he must
let go of his familiar
trapeze before he can grasp the new one. His fear of the new and
the death of the
old make him want to hold onto the old trapeze with one hand
whilst trying to grab
the new one. An impossible task. Likewise, the ego still has a
powerful hold on us
whilst we are being drawn ever more strongly to the light of the
Holy Spirit.
The "Obstacles to Peace" in Chapter 19 of the ACIM Text spells
out the
various arguments the ego will use to persuade us to stay with
him. He tells us the
body is valuable for what it offers and that pain "proves" that
it is real
and the Holy Spirit is a liar when He says it's an illusion.
Death is further "proof"
that the body is real and separate from God. Our attraction to
guilt, attack, hate
and anger also act as a defense to experiencing the love of God,
which would lead
to the death of the ego. The ego warns us that God is waiting at
the end of our spiritual
path to exact his justified vengeance (so don't go there!)
Better to get caught up
in the world's ambitions, know the body is the only reality and
don't rock the boat.
As we slowly start to desert our ego its cries will follow us
until that day dawns
when we finally give up all investment in its illusions.
And the illusions subtly change. Seeing through the cruder
illusions of the eg (that
materialism will bring us happiness), we then fall into the trap
off spiritual materialism.
Yearning for God and enlightenment can keep us trapped for a
long time.
The desire for truth is the highest of all desires, yet, it
is still a desire.
All desires must be given up for the real to be.....When all
search ceases, it is
the Supreme State.
from I Am That by Nisargadatta Maharaj.
Knowing we will experience fear and ambivalence on our journey
is very helpful. The
journey back to God is not sweetness and light. As the ego
continues to rear its
ugly head we can start to practise forgiveness.
FORGIVENESS
Forgiveness, on the other hand, is still, and quietly does
nothing. It offends
no aspect of reality, nor seeks to twist it to appearances it
likes. It merely looks,
and waits, and judges not. W-pII.1.4:1-3
This quotation is asking us to look quietly at our ego and not
to fix them or improve
it. We are asked not to hate or love it for it is nothing,
simply the absence of
love which is awaiting our welcome. It must wait while we
welcome the ego instead.
The ego, not being real, merely needs to be observed without
judgement. As we learn
slowly to maintain a witness attitude to our ego's behaviour we
remove our investment
from it and it begins to fade. Starved of attention and guilt
its food supplies shrivel
and it must start to lose its grip on our minds. But as soon as
we feel guilty about
its behaviour or thoughts we are saying to it, "You are real, I
believe in you".
This is our day in and day out practice. Not yearning for God or
enlightenment. Just
watching our mind and not judging what we see while asking the
Holy Spirit/Jesus
for help in seeing the situation peacefully. Slowly we start to
smile at the ego's
goings-on. "Oh, I see I want to throttle the driver who just cut
me off on the
road. That reminds me of the anger I felt yesterday when someone
jumped the queue
I was waiting patiently in. So what's new!"
Many times we will forget to forgive and ask for help. On seeing
this we can still
learn to smile at our lack of practice, to forgive ourselves for
not forgiving.
I recently saw someone had summarised my AAA approach to
forgiveness and include
it below.
1. AWARENESS
What is denied cannot be forgiven. Awareness of our inner world
is as important as
awareness of our outer world. Our egos will fight our attempts
to become more aware
of our darker sides. Watch thoughts without judgment - develop a
"compassionate
witness." The ability to watch thinking means we are not our
thoughts.
2. ACCEPTANCE
What you resist persists. Acceptance dissolves guilt. Acceptance
invites healing
and change. Change is feared and can block forgiveness.
3. ASKING FOR HELP
Awareness and acceptance are our responsibility. A genuine
desire for peace invites
healing. Our inner guide completes the forgiveness process and
will choose the form
forgiveness takes: our job is to surrender to its guidance.
Reprinted from www.care2.com - adapted from The Findhorn Book
of Forgiveness,
by Michael Dawson
As we practise our daily forgiveness lessons the wall of the ego
starts to fade revealing
God's light behind it - a light incapable of destruction, only
of being hidden. The
fear of God's love for us, which will dissolve our egos, begins
to fall away and
we understand and follow Jesus's guidance at last:
My brother, you are part of God and part of me. When you have
at last looked at
the ego's foundation without shrinking you will also have
looked upon ours. I come
to you from our Father to offer you everything again. Do not
refuse it in order to
keep a dark cornerstone hidden, for its protection will not
save you. I give you
the lamp and I will go with you. You will not take this
journey alone. I will lead
you to your true Father, Who hath need of you, as I have. Will
you not answer the
call of love with joy? T-11.in.4.
(The theme of this article is developed in my workshop "Opening
to the Light")
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HEALING SECTION
Self-Healing
I had not been feeling well for a couple of days. There was a
mixture of sadness
and tension, a desire to do little and a need to be by myself. I
had a few clues
where this all originated but was not absolutely sure. Not quite
the mood to be in
when in the middle of house renovations with my partner doing
most of the work!
I finally decided this pain was not going away and I needed
help. When nobody was
in the house I lay in a comfortable position on the bed and
placed my hand on the
top of my chest where the tension was concentrated. In this way
I became more aware
of the sensation and more accepting of the situation. I asked
Jesus for help in healing.
As I asked I was also aware that I was sincere in my asking - I
really did want his
help. It felt reassuring that I actually meant this and was not
just saying the words
without conviction. I felt I was surrendering to a higher power
and not relying on
my ego to fix it all up for me. (That never works anyway but
still does not stop
me falling into that trap. After all, I had waited two days
already before asking
for help as I had assumed I could get myself out of this mood.)
Another insight I had after I had prayed for help was that I was
reluctant to give
up this pain. I knew from the study of A Course in Miracles,
especially the
section on the Obstacles to Peace in the text, that we are
attracted to pain, guilt
and death as it makes our egos and the separation seem very
real. We came here because
we thought we could find happiness outside ourselves and do not
wish to be proved
wrong. We certainly do not want our egos shown up to be illusory
and our quest futile.
There is nothing like a dose of pain to make it all seem real
again and the Holy
Spirit a liar.
I will receive whatever I request.
No one desires pain. But he can think that pain is pleasure.
No one would avoid
his happiness. But he can think that joy is painful,
threatening and dangerous. ....
Let us resolve today to ask for what we really want, and only
this, that we may spend
this day in fearlessness, without confusing pain with joy, or
fear with love. Lesson
339
Having this insight about retaining my pain really helped.
Seeing this thought out
in the open allowed me to reassess what I really wanted and I
decided it was stupid
to carry on like this. As I continued to lie quietly on the bed
with my hand on my
heart the sadness and tension simply melted away in a few
minutes, leaving me feeling
light, happy and energised. I did not do anything more after the
prayer and insight
as that would be an intrusion of the ego trying to be important
and 'helping' me
with its counsel. The cause of pain is always the same. At some
point we have dropped
the guiding hand of Spirit and held the judgemental hand of the
ego instead. We do
not need to know the details. All I had to do was welcome the
healing light and love
of Spirit to which I had opened the door to by my prayer and
surrender. It was all
so simple and left me wondering, again, why I wait so long to
ask for help!
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PLEASE NOTE: The Australian Centre for Inner Peace is
not a counselling
or psychotherapy centre; therefore, we do not offer telephone or
email service or
counselling, therapy, or crisis intervention for personal
problems related to the
Course. Please see the Contacts section at the end of
this newsletter.
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STORY
THE
BURGLAR
from "The Meaning of Forgiveness" by Kenneth Wapnick. p.101
Several years ago, I was awakened in the middle of the night by
the sudden realization
there was someone standing in my room. After the momentary
shock, I remembered "there
is nothing to fear" (workbook, p. 77), and calmly asked my
uninvited guest:
"What can I do for you?" The situation was not obscure, however.
It was
clear that the man was on drugs and desperately needed money for
his next fix; burglars
rarely enter occupied apartments. He threateningly held his hand
in his jacket as
if he had a gun, to punctuate his demand. My defenselessness
seemed to change the
atmosphere in the room, however, and the man soon began
apologizing for having broken
in and disturbing my sleep. I gave him whatever money I had in
my wallet, and the
man paused as he took it and then returned a couple of dollars,
saying: "This
is all your money, I can't leave you with nothing." And he went
on apologizing.
I assured him it was all right, and urged him to do what he had
to do. As I ushered
the man to the hall, waiting with him for the elevator, I said:
"God bless you."
HIs final words as he disappeared into the elevator were:
"Please pray for me."
I assured him I would, although I knew that this holy encounter
had been the prayer.
No injustice had been done, for there had been no real loss. The
amount of money
was small "price" indeed for the blessing of forgiveness that
had been
given and received as one.
Please see the Contacts section at the end of this
newsletter for more information
about Kenneth Wapnick and the Foundation For A Course In
Miracles
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WORKSHOPS, TALKS and TRAININGS
2005 Workshops
GERMANY
BONN - 16/17 July 2005
Opening to the Light
- from the perspective of A Course in Miracles
Forgiveness, on the other hand, is still, and quietly does
nothing.
... It merely looks, and waits, and judges not.
A Course in Miracles W-pII.1.4.
The light, love and joy of God are ever present and wait
only our acceptance.
We need not earn them as they were freely given at our creation.
Nor is sacrifice
or suffering required. So why do we rarely experience the light?
This workshop will
look, firstly, at why we are afraid of the light and the
illusions we fear to let
go. Our illusions and unforgiveness stand as barriers between us
and the light.
The second part of the workshop will focus on overcoming our
fear through forgiveness
- the path of awareness, acceptance and asking for help.
We will use material from 'The Obstacles to Peace' in the ACIM
Text and the 'Development
of Trust' in the Manual. Exercises will be used to help identify
our illusions and
fear of sacrifice so they can be healed through forgiveness. We
will practise watching
our minds without judgement or as the Course puts it ...
(forgiveness) "merely
looks, and waits and judges not."
No previous knowledge of A Course in Miracles is required
but attendance at
the Friday night talk would be helpful for people new to the
Course.
Intoductory talk evening 15th July
Contact:
Albert-Schwitzer-House
Beethovenallee 16
53173 Bonn-Bad Godesberg
Germany
Tel: 0228 364737
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FREIBURG - 9/10 July 2005
Opening to the Light
- from the perspective of A Course in Miracles
(description as Bonn
w/s)
Intoductory talk evening 8th July
Contact:
Sophia-Institut
Margarete Sennekamp
Adalbert-Stifter-Str. 16
79102 Freiburg
Tel/Fax : 0761-73930
www.Sophia-Institut.de
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BOOKS AND AUDIO MATERIALS FOR SALE - by Michael Dawson
Books:
Healing the Cause - A Path of Forgiveness. Findhorn
Press. 1994
The Findhorn Book of Forgiveness. Findhorn Press. 2003
For more details and how to purchase please visit:
http://www.acfip.org/books_tapes.html
Audio Tapes and CDs
Since 1986 I have been conducting healing workshops in the
UK and abroad, and
have continually experimented to find healing and forgiveness
exercises that are
effective. I have found that a particular exercise can be
effective for one person
but not another. Accordingly, I was led to develop a series of
exercises. Over the
years workshop participants asked if these exercises could be
put onto audio cassettes
and CDs so they could repeat them. This has resulted in the
Healing the Cause - Exercise
series - Tapes 1 to 4
(2 exercises on each tape) and CD1 and 2 (4 exercises on each
CD)
For more details and how to purchase please visit: http://www.acfip.org/books_tapes.html
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CONTACTS
Resources
Foundation
for A Course In Miracles
41397
Buecking Drive, Temecula,
CA 92590
Tel: 909 296 6261 Fax: 909296 9117
Books, videos, CDs and audio tapes by Kenneth and Gloria Wapnick
are available from
their web site http://www.facim.org
Question and Answer Service:
Their electronic outreach section has a question and answer
service http://www.facimoutreach.org/
on the theory and practice of the Course. Their database of
hundreds of questions
and answers is searchable and you can ask your own questions.
Their publications can also be ordered in Australia at:
Adyar
Bookshop
230 Clarence Street
Sydney, NSW 2000
Foundation
for
Inner Peace - the publishers
of A Course in Miracles
http://www.acim.org/
ACIM study groups.
Go to The
Miracle Distribution Center
http://www.miraclecenter.org/ for the largest and most
frequently updated
list of A Course in Miracles study groups available
anywhere.
Miracles
Studies
Australia
http://www.miraclestudies.webcentral.com.au/ lists study groups for
Australia and new Zealand
A Course In Miracles Pen Pals
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http://www.miracles.org.uk
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